Going around, and round and round.
This and that again
And again I cannot count.
Being bound,
Anxious about the passing time.
Getting lost in the ups and downs.
Hear the calling
Not from outside but deep in your heart.
Where's your soul?
It's never been apart.
Open your eyes and guide your path.
Flying high, you'll see
it's not as confusing as you regarded.
All are just illusions
someday you can make a laugh.
When the time was right and I was ready, there was the calling, like a wake-up call, guiding and leading me. Without any logical reason, I would usually just follow and walk the path, being curious to see what it would bring me. Sometimes I might be lost and confused, and not sure of the directions I was heading to. It was through coming back to the inner self, to really see and feel it, which affirmed my faith and trust to the Divine and empowered me to keep going. Though many said life is just illusion, it seems to be necessary that through illusions we can see the essence. Even we are brave to take the path less travelled, there is still a process, and a journey, to be gone through to become who we are. We learn, we follow, we build, then we let it go. First, I saw the light, and my journey began. At last, I believe and hope the light still remains.
有觀點認為睡眠是死亡的預演。那也許回想通常怎樣過一天，也多少可窺知一個人的生命哲學？至於每晚入睡，是報復性熬夜到撐不住，不由自主便要睡，還是自覺地到時候便去睡，也可能是對死亡的態度嗎？每晚不願去睡的人，會更怕死嗎？安然入睡的人，會比較得以順利好死，少受磨難嗎？
畫面出現, 是RPG電腦角色扮演遊戲. 已經按下開始鍵, 已經選好角色, 已經在裡面了. 雖然被限於每關的版圖和破關任務, 還是可以選擇如何如玩呀. 裡面的一百條路未必要全都走完, 裡面的一百個寶箱未必要全都開完, 裡面的一百個敵人未必要全都擊敗. 可以選擇全都走完玩過, 也可以選擇只走破關必要的路. 遇見的夥伴, 也許只是為破這關提供幫助, 然後便分手不會再見, 也許成為繼續一起上路打爆機的隊友.
我想自由意志(free will)於我而言, 不是可以任意做任何事, 而是在框架和限制下, 仍然看見可能性, 自行決定行動, 並為自己的決定和行動負責.
